A little girl
ECSTASY

Blue blood flows in our veins
You can’t stop her
The night belongs to us
So, let ‘s play now

The world at our feet
The kings of the night, the elite vanity
We don’t know boundaries
Ecstasy fills us

In millions of masks hidden face
We don’t care what they say about us
We are ready for everything
We living in the American dream

by me

New poem: “Recovery”

Recovery is possible
But you must be strong
Every step isn’t easy
But you doing better
When you crying, when you smiling
World loves you
Don’t forget about it
Fight all time
Be like hero from your dreams
Fly so high to the sky
Keep your power
Be yourself!!!

THE INVISIBLE

1.Empty mirror image overwhelms me
She  throws me on the knees, holds in contempt,  destroys.
I don’t see anything.
Nothing except for you.
With an ironic smile
She gazes at me.
Dreams, life
In an unexpected moment
You  destroy it.
One motion
you crosses out  everything what I have.
With head held high
I take next  blow.
I fall at your feet
But I am invincible.


Chorus:
All the secrets I put aside
I follow a new path
With a clear conscience
I don’t turn back
I’m growing moreover what surrounds me
I remove the demons from my head
I’m going the right way and..
I feel it.


2.The venompulsating in my veins
I lose my mind
I fall in your noose
Scars can’t stop bleeding
Fear says, horribile dictum
When you are with me
 You called me fat
When I needed acceptance.
You took my youth
What do you want more?

 The illusion- you are just that.  
Please go away
And let me live.


Chorus:
All the secrets I put aside
I follow a new path
With a clear conscience
I don’t turn back
I’m growing moreover what surrounds me
I remove the demons from my head
I’m going the right way and..
I feel it.


Interlude:

You killsmore and more souls
I will not be next
Never, never, never
Whatever happens
You are only
An illusion, an illusion, an illusion
Delusion of my mind


Chorus:
All the secrets I put aside
I follow a new path
With a clear conscience
I don’t turn back
I’m growing moreover what surrounds me
I remove the demons from my head
I’m going the right way and..
I feel it.

 



 

My song: How I Have To Believe

1. I stay above abyss
Nobody hears my scream
Dark clouds on the sky drive me to despair
Everything reminds me you
Streets losing their safety
Shapeless creations govern today
Someone calls me
But I don’t know who is he
Purple face, six hands
Is it reallity or only my dream?
Next step and again he goes to me
Oh God, give me hope for better day
You created me
But I don’t have strenght
"Kid, don’t scream"- he repeats it still
But how I have to believe?

Chorus:

I close my eyes
And stars go out
My dreams are set free
When you are with me

2. I check my mail box
Empty like always
Your words and photos
I can’t see their
I need you so much
Please, back to me
I can’t be alone
Don’t forget about love
You brought me flowers
And destroyed my soul
Are you happy?
You only hurt me
And don’t deserve to be with me
But I love you still
I can’t forget
You was all my life

Chorus:

I close my eyes
And stars go out
My dreams are set free
When you are with me

3. When I see you on the street
I can’t stop cry
I tried to die
But someone saved me
"Suicide isn’t answer"
I heard it many times
But I couldn’t chose
Now I know what’s good for me
Only sometimes it back to me
And I can’t see reallity
It made me stronger
It made me powerfull
I wanna be happy
I wanna be lovely
I found my key to believe
This is TRUE!!!

Chorus:

I close my eyes
And stars go out
My dreams are set free
When you are with me

And stars go out
When you are with me

with me….

My song: MY HERO

MY HERO… 

Water and fire dancing together
Thousand emotions run to me
Light and dark kissing me
But you know that
I fly to my Wonderland

You are Sun on the cloudy sky
When days are death
You giving me love
Something more than love
You giving me yourself

Dangerous storms attacking me all the time
Rainbow shows me the way to you
I can’t choice what is good for me
I’m like the blind man
Around me is darkness
But suddenly you save me

You are Sun on the cloudy sky
When days are dead
You giving me love
Something more than love
You giving me yourself

I ride on a pink unicorn
Everything is full of the love
Dreams came true
I found my Wonderland

My song: EMERGENCY EXIT

EMERGENCY EXIT

1.I’m sick of it!
Get out!
How ever did you manage my man?
Congratulations!
You lost me, forever

Never have I seen such a lies!
You are only asshole for me!

Chorus:

Don’t open my heart
I will never love you again
You have been warned
Farewell!

2.Don’t say “sorry” to me
It doesn’t matter what you feel
You have no entry to my life!
I’m stronger than you
Thank you!


Chorus:

Don’t open my heart
I will never love you again
You have been warned
Farewell!

3.My heart is in the pink box
The pages of my life are white
No wonder
I won my life!

Chorus:

Don’t open my heart
I will never love you again
You have been warned
Farewell!


Don’t open my heart
I will never love you again
You have been warned
Farewell!

Farewell!

Last Tear

Nobody cared about me
I couldn’t breathe
Only be like a shadow
Scars on my arms
Described what brought last years
Funeral atmosphere on air touched me
I wanted to be like butterfly
And fly so high
I lost myself
Angels cried but I couldn’t stop
Now, I stand here and bleed again
On face a few cold tears
Soul burns
Back to hell
Dying obsess
Everything is black
I stand on the bridge
And I jump to the river
Cold water hug me
I don’t feel
I close my eyes
Last breathe
Last heart beat
Last tear…

TO MIRROR

It’s my new poem “To Mirror”.

TO MIRROR

Mirror, mirror
Why you hurt me?
I try to be thin
But you make me fat

Mirror, mirror
Why you changed me?
I try to be beautiful
But you make me ugly

Mirror, mirror
Why you rate me?
I try to eat
But you make me worse

Mirror, mirror
Leave me alone
I try to be better
But you destroy me

The Gates of Hell

The Gates of Hell" it’s my new song. Today’s world was my inspiration to wrote it.

1. I wanna love you  but you scream at me
Every your sound is so pathetic
Do you love me? Not!
It’s only your fucking game.
Who wanna    be with you?
Nobody, you  know it . 
Boy, please change yourself and back to me.


Chorus :
Dark atmosphere on air
Kids laughing at the streets
Teachers are like ghosts
And my beat kicks me now

2.Nasty teen girls sell their bodies
Boys kissing me
Dangerous step?  Not for me!   
Crack , Sex, Crack
I love it 
Are you try with me?
Be careful and forget about me
 

Chorus:

 Dark atmosphere on air
Kids laughing at the streets
Teachers are like ghosts
And my beat kicks me now

3. Fucking smile on your face when you  see at me
Yeah, you wanna be my  daddy (hahahaha)
Stop the joking!
I’m not marionette
Independent women steal part of the your toxic heart
It hurts you but you need it
Bye!!!

Chorus:

 Dark atmosphere on air
Kids laughing at the streets
Teachers are like ghosts
And my beat kicks me now

Dark atmosphere on air
Kids laughing at the streets
Teachers are like ghosts
And my beat kicks me now

Always Together

I feel your breathe
You swallow my every tear
And give me your love
When I cry
You hug me so close
I can feel every heartbeat
So strong, so fast
My superhero
We playing
We dancing
We talking
Together
Always together